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To those who support and to those who pretend to support, For months, I have been nothing but supportive of other people and organization. Yet it has come to my realization that they do not support just the same.

On person even deleted me as a friend and unfollowered me after I supported her concert and ticket sale by giving away 10 if not more tickets to people at the cost of my own. Not including the time I put into recording her video, visiting, and other such things.

Is it because I do not act like an elitist? I see the repetitive nature of 'elitist' being reposted over and over again while the work of myself and Tulipz is consistently overlooked. Do I feel salty? A little bit as I thought about it.... but then... as I reminisce about SUNDAY FEBRUARY 12, 2017... I consider myself the luckiest QUEEN on the face of the earth. I have met new people... pushed myself outside of my creator comfort zone and have never received anything but kindness and encouragement from true supports and friends. Look at the amazing ladies of Tulipz. Which of you wouldn’t consider it the highlight of your career to associate with them for even one day? I am lucky to have Keira (Lipzzz) as a partner in Tulipz. I can be considered nuclear in temperament when things do not go my way (and if my PTSD flares up it is even worst.) Yet, with patience and love, she has the ability to calm the rage and hurt so that we can move forward. Thank you for being there. Thank you for having the vision of Tulipz. To Kay, Nari, Star, Tay, Kai, and Katie, to watch you ladies radiate with confidence and excel in what you bring to the table as a part of Tulipz... you all never cease to amaze me. It is hard to find friends... no family like you all. I truly appreciate you all for not taking my outbursts personally and being patient we walk down this path together to be #1 in print and runway fashion. This will be our legacy on VU. I am not perfect and will not try to be but as you hopefully know, I will believe in you. All I can hope for is for you all to believe in me . What I have here on VU professionally is a blessing. I am frustrasted because of the favortism in the entertainment sector. At the same time I appreciate the barriars to break down. I do love watching a strong wall tear down.

I been on. To conclude, this will probably be the only time you will see me put a little heart out there. Tomorrow I will go back to being the fire breathing she-devil. Just know that I would move mountains for you.

~A

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