I am Tutu

This is my entry post.

I am known for being eccentric and making nice clothing. I really love creating and advocating in the community; however, the community is toxic.

I think sometimes it is best to stay in my own bubble. There is no need to open up to people. As soon as something happens, they will turn against. I use to lie to myself and say keep pushing, the world is still beautiful. The world is not, it is polluted.

In the end I have been used and abused time and time again. So, I create and underneath it all I am waiting for something or someone to give that spark of hope that despite it all the world is beautiful. Someone will be there for you as you have for them.

Until then you can cash me creating for the Tulip ladies and other boutique owners that have the dream of hosting runway shows with their vision. They may can not make the items themselves, but that's where I can step in and make vision to reality.

~T

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